Left of centre
That’s how my brain feels right now. A little imbalanced, but easier to handle. It’s easier this way. Not that I’m always going to keep it like this, but it helps to not really think too much sometimes. After all, the cranial cavity needs to cool down from time to time; it’s not easy being the top floor in a human body that is always striving to figure things out.
I’ve struggled with to make a choice about where I want my career to go in the next year or so, and that’s the way it has been for the last few months. In-spite of narrowing my choice down from a myriad or options to just two, I have been unable to take the plunge. I fool myself into holding on to my current job through fear mongering of either the financial kind, or the talent (rather the lack of it) myopia that I feel I possess. Aviation or photography, the only things I wish to consider. One being a life-long dream, the other a hobby that has possessed me for a few years now, and something I seem to be pretty OK at. And I’m tired of thinking about these anymore, at least for the time being.